so hey!wow, its really been a long time since i actually updated
been busy with work, prom and outings. gah, busybusybusybusy. well, i'm bored to death right now. spend my off days watching movies and reruns of some shows like vampire diaries, glee, true blood, beauty and the beast and others. oh and currently, i have no idea why but i'm hooked to Channing Tatun, Hilary Duff, Amanda Bynes movies! weird? i know right but they're enjoyable! :P
so prom! wow, it was boring in the beginning but then the dancing totally riled everyone up! gosh! me and haryati was itching to dance but we were so shy at the beginning cause it was filed with guys and no girls was dancing. so after much courage and encouragement! me, haryati, sureen went up the stage and started dancing and thats when we lost ourselves! i managed to dance, stand,jump, run in those fucking killer heels for hours while haryati moans about her kitten heels killing her feets purrrrrrrrrrrrr :3
but all in all,it was nice but i expected someone to sing a nice song that would blow people away but it didn't. i guessed i got my hope up too high? heh. but, the song, give your heart a break was not bad.................................... to me..................................... and at that point of time, no one was listening or paying attention to them! how rude! they insulted them and snickered at them gosh how rude. but whatever, whats past is past.
Oh hey! I'm at the beach :D shall update my blog later on n.n
Goodbye till i post again!
AND HAPPY DEEPAVALI AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS XO
Its so unfair that 15 years old already have jobs, while i'm here, 16 years old and still jobless?! What the flippery! Ergh, ok just ate noodles and i'm already full! I have yet to eat my eggs...... Lol that sounded wrong. I meant, the hardboiled eggs i made sigh.
Abang have school and it starts at 2pm and he is sleeping like a pig right now because he was busy playing dota. Speaking of dota, i wanna play dota again. Like i want to start getting addicted to dota, l4d, maple, LoL and other online games that i used to get hooked on before Os! Sigh, its sokay, i shall start soon enough.... If i'm not busy with work that is.
So today outfit would be something to do with heels and trends nowadays. Heels with socks is the new trend! Should i try it? Hmm sounds interesting yaknow n.n a basic tee and jeans + heels? Or a short dress with heels? Or a tanktop with jeans and heels? Gah, it sucks being a girl sia jnmcfikfdrikgfoier
Oh and what about my hair?! :o curl it? Straighten it? Bun it? Scorpion? Fishtale? Waterfall braid? Ponytal with fringe? Ponytail without fringe? Side ponytail? Ergh fml.
SUCKS BEING A GIRL. BOOOOHOOOO.
Alright, till i post again x
goodmorning luv x
I just solat subuh and i'm debating whether i should sleep or just stay awake and go to track for a short run. But ergh, i'm so tired dude i just can't get off this bed sigh. Why the girls must meet up so early sigh wts leh hahahhahahaha ok sorrrry.
A walk in interview today yay x
I'm still clueless what to wear sigh. Oh and going shopping with haryati for a short while after the job interview :D
So true to my words, i didn't enter twitter and i read my Japanese book that i have yet to return to the library :p
I wanna watch pitch perfect lah seh. O i heard Justin won awards hahahahhahhaha ok lol sad for taylor swift's fans :p
Kekekekekekekekekeke ~
Alright, i think i shall go for a run!
Till i post again xo
we finish what we started, don't you leave me brokenhearted tonight
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So hiiiii, i'm in blog right now. Ignored whatsappp cause its damn bbboring and i malas nak layan orang hahahahhaahha and i guessed that pissed zul off? Hmmm sorry dude.
Yazid is raging bout tarmidzi to me. Well, i don't what to say. I'm just wow, speechless, guys do fight huh. About stupid things. Kalahkan perempuan sia no kidding. Chill lah korangxcz.
Well, my twitter is filled with the ema tweets. Currently, bieber is leading followed by taylor. And apparently, the cute guy (@firdausLOL) is a big fan of her and spamming my timeline with her names! Wow, ok wow, i feel like helping out but saaya malas sia. And katy ought to win :p hhahahaha kiddding. Ah. I'm so tired and sleeppy. I hope taylor wins. I don't want bieber to win ergh. Hope you're happy cute boy n.n
Till i tweet again x
Alahais, muka sedih. Lol ok sorry so bored to a large extent that i feel like sleeping. And i don't sleep in the afternoon! *gasp*
Ok i've made my decision. I shall run and swim at night *.* anyone wanna join me? Heh. I need to pee. Hhhhahaaahhaha ok sorrry. O God, i'm sputtering nonsense in this blog. Sorry if its hurting your eyes :p
Daddy is busy watching movie on his laptop, mummy is busy with her ipad, abang busy with his laptop playing dota. Me? Busy with being bored. Hhaahahahahaha. I just dumped my laptop aside cause its yoo boring. Same as my ipad. Hahhhahahaha O Gah, life is extremely boring, i need to find a job a.s.a.p! Job hunting with my girls tmr yay.
Weisheng is being a pig right now cause he is lazy with everything. LOL piggy.
Lol and yes, firdaus is the only one who knows about this blog cause i told him by accident. Booooo. Heh, so i was laying on my bed when abang suddenly came into my room and went "omg adik you're so cute and pretty! No wonder guys like you!" Like lol wot? Why so random abang! Hahahhahah sigh love ya abang :*
I should post pictures on this blog. So bored of this blogskin, i need to change it. Any ideas? Oh nd i used to make my own blogskins or templates, but i stopped. Sigh, i hope i still have the touch :*
Ok, off to search or create my own blog template!
Till i post again x
Everytime i wanna start conversation with you, i keep thinking twice whether i should talk to you. I'm afraid that i'm annoying to you but i just can't help dude. Crush is totally crushing me. Hahahhahahaha can't believe i'm having a crush on firdaus. It only means one thing, i've moved on and my life still goes on yay x
My keypad has gone bonkers boooo :(
Should i go running and swimming or just swimming or just running? O God, look at the time, i better decide fast!
Till i post again xoxo
Sigh, i miss watching musicals sighsighsigh.
Anyway, back home! Like finally n.n but when i went into twitter and saw my dm, firdaus only replied me "haha okay man!" Lol ok bye.
Hellu!
I'm at outram park right now with my family and i found this cool app that lets me blog on the go! Cool shit sia! Hahahahah ok sorry x
So woke up and solat subuh and had a short run at admiralty park! Got home and suddenly my parent wanted to go to outram park and we're having jemputan later sigh. I'm just wearing a pink tudung, a floral dress and heels. Ergh, i had to stand up for an hour in the train! My feet hurts D;
Anyway, i went to twitter and saw i had a dm! Ofdn.fdiujkerdbherdjh i happy ok! :p lol and it was from firdaus! Oh i was afraid of reading it but i guess its something good! Well, he replied my tweet and didn't say much about it.
Sigh, shall upload the screenshot :p my family said i smell really fruity right now! Ohwow. Hahahahha anyway, i shall update on my day later! Oh and i hope i get to talk to firdaus! *crossfingers*
Till i post agin xx
"my heart is stereo, it beats for you so listen close."
so i'm back. my timeline is filled with pitch perfect tweets. eh i jealous ok! i have to wait till 16 November to watch it! because of my friends kdsfncredbfncoikyvoiefd tak fair seh :(
well, i saw firdaus (@firdausLOL) tweeting that he wanna watch pitch perfect! wanna watch with me dude? ahhahahha :P
omfg he is officially the coolest dude ever. i mean, pitch perfect is a chick flick and guys thinks it is lame, boring and gay. ergh these judgement guys sucks. firdaus thinks the movie is cool! omg omg omg omg omg can i have you pls? the awesome dude ever. he is adorable too! omfg, i just did something stupid by telling him i'll tell him my blog url when this is supposed to be a private blog and no one knows about this omg panics! lol i hope he doesn't tell anyone!
oh fuck i even post that i have a crush on him fml omg please die right now why am i so careless! ok *cross fingers* i hope he won't read anything else! FIRDAUS IF YOU'RE READING THIS. DO NOT READ ANY OTHER POST OK? THANKS AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!
this is post is dedicated for firdaus cause he is officially the coolest dude ever. fangirling over that cute boy yippie! =>.<= hahahhaha, omg i hope i dream of him tonight!
lol ok well, i guess you're reading this right now and found out i have a crush on you, i hope it doesn't affect our friendship! only yazid and haryati knows about this! well, including you if you read this! i hope you won't tell anyone or anything like that. i hope this crush of mine wouldn't be worst and make me fall for you like how i fell for tarmidzi. sigh whats life with a naive girl. hahahhahaha well, you're cute though and good looking too! i hope we get to know each other better and meet up soon!
well, till i post again!
goodnight luv xx
"my mind is blown with every simple thing you do."
so hey! i'm dead ored right now and tbh i wanted to clean up my room but i failed so miserably sigh any kind soul to help me clean my hideous, messy, unlady-like room for me? i'll love you tons x
anyway, had the longest otp session with yazid everrrr. 2 hours sia speaking nonsense! what a great friend he is! well,he did made me go to tarmidzi's f and twitter account. and i didn't feel hurt or whatever shit. i guess i've moved on. and i'm glad i did. whatsapp is seriously going crazy with the amount of spams from everyone. they're like "omg Ju! you should have a crush on firdaus or elfi!" lol wot? isn't that just plain weird? i mean, no, it idsn't weird having crushes on them but having a crush on the guy's bets friend who broke your heart? wow, thats really daring dude.
elfi is just adorable but i don't see him in that way yaknow? that type of guy who i would have a crush on. yes adorable but no, just no.
firdaus is adorable and he is funny. the guys said he has a way with girls and he is just adorable. he seems like a sweet heart and i wouldn't mind having a crush on him x maybe i would? should i? i don't know. but he is just adorable!
muhaimin is a big no for me hahahhahahaha ok the end.
yazid?! no, strictly friendzoned.
khairul? my cousin! sigh i miss him, i hope to see him soon! btw, should i text him? extremely tempted to but should i? hmm.
whatever, guys will be guys. i just have to choose the right one. pain and happiness is part and parcel of life. i just have to accept it and be happy with it. its obstacles from God and i have to patient and endure it all!
well, i need to clean up my room.
till i post again xo
hiiiii! kim jong kook is so sexy ergh omg can i just have him?! :o hahahhahah! so O LEVEL IS OVER BITCHES! well, for me of course. those who are having their papers, good luck to you guys! xyes, it seems like i'm happy, but i'm hurt.
so i've been busy mugging for the last lap.and i guess, majority of the paper was do-able but i shall not be confident! i'll just hope for the best in my result. a poly would be happy. i'll be extremely elated if i get into a poly.. oh wait, elated is an understatement n.n been busy with syuhaidah and haryati. through thick and thins, we made it. and i'm glad.
oh, i should type this out so i can remember. on the day when i was studying for my history paper in the library. it was also the last day i was going to see tarmidzi. coincidentally, when tarm was leaving, i was upset and also stressed about my history. and bam! mr sng suddenly texted me "u ok?" i was like, omg coincident sia. hahahahha and i told him everything how upset and stressed out i was. i wanted to give up on my history, really. i wasn't even kidding. mr sng kept encouraging and motivating me. putting his hope and his trust in me. he believed i could do it and i was extremely touched by it till i cried. i never did had such a nice teacher who cares for me other than mdm roslinah. and i didn't expect mr sng to be that teacher! so yes, i cried at one corner and syuhaidah came and sat with me, motivating me and everything followed by the library gang hahahahhaa! they're such qtpies.
well, i've been running, cyclin and rollerblading with syuhaidah and haryati. it was well spent! :D oh and i heard something that broke my heart into tiny million pieces. i felt hurt, betrayed and mad. but whatever, i forgave that person. woooop.
well, i've been feeling like crap nowadays and i think its wrong because its because of syuhaidah. i know thats totally bullshit. i mean she is like a best friend to me or somewhat there hahahhaha :')
there was this guy named asyraf and he likes syuhaidah but syuhaidah is madly in love with harith since sec 1 and tbh, its not easy to get over someone whom you've loved and cared for 4 years! i've been there, done that and it takes a really long time to get over someone. so i've been telling syuhaidah to know her limtis but she claims it to be a friendly act but she is treating or should i say, leading the poor boy on. and that shit recently happened to me and it was from tarmidzi. he lead me on, made me fell for him and bam, the whole truth came out. and damn this shit, i felt so fucking hurt and mad. i don't want other people to feel that way to but syuhaidah is so stubborn and its annoying me sigh. but whatever. i'm just gonna let her do her own shit. even yazid and haryati agrees with me. sigh whatever.
tbh, after the whole me and tarmidzi incident, i've been feeling like fuck seriously. and that day when syuhaidah texted me and asked if she could chat with tarmidzi, i felt pissed. i even told yazid about this and yazid said she did it on purpose. even haryati thinks so too but i don't wanna think badly of so i let it be. as a friend, she ought to know that would totally piss me off. i'm still having difficulty getting over tarmidzi and she is doing this to me?! fuck. so i decided to play fair by tweeting about harith. harith was texting that night so jyeah. but whatevr, i shall just ignore this growing hatred. its bad! ITS BAD AND EVIL TO FEEL HATRED FOR YOUR OWN FRIEND.
btw, i'm getting addicted to i don't need a man by miss a ergh kdjnfvoihdnfovndsolvnoldsnv i got my 3 jbp tickets yay can't wait to go there. went job hunting with haryati and weisheng it was great. and me and haryati agrees that syuhaidah is extremely innocent and oblivious to her actions thats why we can't hate her!!!!! hahahahahhaha yes, we agreed on that xD i had a small fight with zul but yeah, we're fine now n.n
apparently, some are jealous that i have a guy best friend. blehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i shall head to the track to run later on! ok bye, i wanna watch aku terima nikahnya again! watched it with syuhaidah when she came over that night and we cried badly ok! hahahahhaha :P alright, till i post again xx
