awesome song totally love it! finally, its their comeback! :3
adore adore adore Tiger JK and Mi Rae the lovely couple :>




i am gonna create a new tumblr cause fuckyeahsexysupergirl is filled with my insta pictures :P

hahahah so i stopped talking to zul, my "best friend" ok i felt bad cause i think i toyed with his feelings and led him on. i gave him false hope and ruined our friendship. okbye i don't wanna talk about this.

so my birthday is on the same day as the maulid rasul and i'm going to the majlis with my brother, wan, faris and few other guys at expo yay heheheheh ok bye i am so bored right now

Hello.

Well, its already 2013 and i'm still happy yayayay :> So, i got back my O level result. Well, did i expected this result? to be honest, no. I expected to fail my science and pass my math but tadaaaaaaaaaa, i got the opposite. failed my math but passed my fucking science. cb damn annoying sial. i never even study for my science and i study fucking hard for my math. u have no idea how much i've studied for my maths. without fail, everyday, i would complete at least a set of paper 1 and paper 2 kimais so annoyed. syuhaidah and haryati studied with me. without fail, evryday, i would stay at the library from 10am to 9pm. and i would continue studying till 12 or 1 am and i am not even kidding. i sleep on my books and had my brother, carrying me and put me in his bed. i don't know. is it my own fault? to say that i didn't study hard, thats ridiculous cause anyone who was with me at that point of time, knew how much effort, how much i've studied hard. disappointment, yeah, i am some what disappointed but i guess like what my mum said, it wasn't  my rezeki. maybe, God has other plans for me.

My parent was ok with my result. They didn't scold me or anything like that cause they knew how much i've hated math and how much i've studied. They were actually quite ok with my results. i've passed everything except for my fucking math boohoo. unexpectedly, i received a B3 for my combinedfuckinghumanities. I was on the floor, sitting down, staring at my result when mr sng suddenly sat beside me and looked at my results. He was sort of proud of me. he said "these are the results u got when u've studied hard. u could have gone far. From a usual F9 to a B3 for combined humans. Don't lose hope. U can still succeed. Just do well for your future. Someone like u can go far if u put in effort and much concentration. Cheer up and don't lose contact with me." and with that, he squeezed my shoulder and left. I cried of course. i didn't plan to cry but when mr sng talked to me, i just had to cry. haryati and syuhaidah was speechless of my result. they also didn't expect me to get such result. but i ended up going to higher nitec with majority of business courses. I'm cool with it.

Anyway, my parent. they we're ok with it. and i was the disappointed one. i felt that i've let my parent's down. that i've disappointed them. and whats worst was that i got my result on my dad's birthday. he treated us to a nice restaurant and i didn't eat. i was upset, i cried but my family was there for me. they supported me, they respected my decision. they said it may be a tough and long journey for me, but they believe i can do it. and obviously i cried much worst after that. after the birthday treat, they got me domino pizza hahahaahahhahahah i feel fat omg. but obtaining a 21/17 for me is really a big surprise for my family. I MEAN, COME ON, ME, MY FACE GETTING THAT RESULT HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA

when i told others that i'm going to higher nitec, no one believed me. they thought i was kidding. gosh, i was crying why would i lie about my result? hahahaha funny people. anyway, i've submitted my JAE yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.

1. Shipping Operation And Service Management
2. Business Studies (Administration)
3. Passenger Service
4. Community Sports And Recreational Center
5. Business Studies (Event Management)
6. Retail Merchandising
7. Visual Merchandising
8. Business Studies (Administration)
9. Business Studies (Sport Management)
10. Business Studies (Administration)
11. Passenger Service
12. Business Studies (Sport Managment)

my first 7 courses are at ITE College Central, 8th and 9th are at ITE College East and the rest are at ITE College West. ooooooooooooooooo, i can't wait to get to higher nitec. i hope i can get into Central gosh hahahahha :P

so i'm watching animated movies. OMG MY CURREENT FAVOURITE IS HOW TO TRAIN YOUR DRAGON OMFG TOOTHLESS IS SO ADORABLE CAN I KEEP TOOTHLESS IN MY LEFT POCKET, AND KISS ME ALL OVER OMFG TOOTHLES HEHEH SO ADORABLE AND WAN IS LIKE, CUTE LIKE HIM EHHHHHHH EHHEHEHEH WAN SO CUTE LAH :)

ok bye till i post again xoxo

i just realized how my titles have no link to my post. hahahhahahahah.

goodnight lovely people xo

i just realized how my titles have no link to my post. hahahhahahahah.

goodnight lovely people xo

"STOP GIRL IN THE NAME OF LOVE."

I FEEL LIKE A BITCH FOR POSTING THAT BUT I CAN'T HELP IT. SEEING YOU JEALOUS LIKE SO FUNNY AND CUTE HHAHAHAHAHAHA XD

HI ZUL THIS POST FOR YOU.

HAHAHAHHAHAHA I HOPE YOU GET JEALOUS MORE OFTEN CAUSE I LIKE SEEING YOU JEALOUS HEHEHHE LOVE YOU BEST FRIEND :*







hehehehhe currently addicted to this korean song.

"STOP GIRL, IN THE NAME OF LOVE."

well, honestly, yes lah cause so tempting sial but no because macam so wrong. get it? get that feeling before? hahahahaahhahahah. the song, the only exception macam suits the current situation.

that feeling, where it pushes you to do it but part of the feeling says its wrong. deep in my soul, you still exist. that feeling of love. but, it doesn't feel right. But, because of it, i wanna take a risk. but i'll end up hurt.

"Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone"

Hello.
I am tired. And what have i been doing for the whole day? Absolutely nothing.

Yesterday, i went out with my lovely mum. I had to meet hadi to pass his books and dang, i saw him with 2 of his friends an done of them is yazrin or whatever his name is spelled like. And i bumped into a few of my ex boyfriends. LIKE COME ON. out of all days, i had to see 5 of my ex boyfriends. But when i saw andika, i dragged my mum around and we went off and mum was laughing at my flustered face gah thanks mum but she understood. went home and i took the same bus as lutfil. but i hide well due to my small body hehehe :P

ok i'm having a headach and majorly excited to see my lovely best friend Zul on monday :> oh and he said that he need to tell me face to face so i'll pester him to tell m on monday hehehehe :P

kriks zul kriks that question really, surprised me. i'm havinga bad headache right now sigh sigh ok bye till i post again x

Elfi damn cute lah pls. my birthday is coming up....... after my o level results and i am pretty am excited dude. but it sucks. 10 jan sia and its my dad's brthday and he is taking his day off for me kimak i don't like sia. Honestly, i don't have a good relationship with my dad. we don't exchange more than 50 words a day. ok less than that to be honest. Thats how bad our relationship is. I just can't like him or love him as a dad.... I just can't. I'll accept it if people call me a heartless child or whatever but i, really can't. I'm sorry. Call me whatever you want because of my hatred for my dad but i really can't. I'm sorry dad.

so poly open houses. i'm goign with my best friend zul and santa hazim yay

actually, i was supposed to go with haryati but her boss is being a bitch so she needs to work sigh pity her lah seh.

so currently, my whatsapp is being spammed by those retards. what retards lah keep on changing group name and typing nonsense. omg santa is speaking korean with me yay

btw zul, pabo means idiot in korea :P heheheh love ya x



yay! so, i'm watching reruns of gleeeeeeeeeeeeee. i love rachel berry's new look. her NEW YORK LOOK :>
i need to migrate there like omg reaaaaaaaaaaaaally. i miss going to NY to visit my relatives there sigh. but the current economic situation is being a bitch. my last trip was in primary 6 sia. sigh.

i love rachel berry and brook's cover of give your heart a break. damn nice lah pls.

i'll link it up in the next post yay

"Don't you just love new years? you get to start all over. Everybody gets a second chance." -Forrest Gump

"Why don't you just concentrate on being the best you you can be." - The Social Network 

 "I hate you, for making me want you so much." - Twilight

“For what it’s worth, it’s never too late to be whoever you want to be.” - The Curious Case of Benjamin Button 

“Some people can’t believe in themselves until someone else believes in them first.” - Good Will Hunting 

"Just be yourself, because life's too short to be anybody else." - Step up 2 

"I thought maybe we could make ginger bread houses, and eat cookie dough, and go ice skating, and maybe even hold hands." - Elf 

"I shall call him squishy and he shall be mine and he shall be my squishy." - Finding Nemo 

Dear Zul,

heheheheheh happy new year darling! thank you for those wonderful memories! thank you for being my ex boyfriend and now being my best guy friend. the best of the best! 

There were times when we argue and got mad at each other. No one wanted to give in but you, the ever so gentleman, give in to me. always man. hahahahha! thank you! and i'm sorry if i was mean/ harsh to you. even to the extend of ignoring you and ditching you for my pathetic simple crushes. I AM SO SORRRRY. but you were always patient with me. thank you :>

this year, i hope we can get along well and be happy. happier than last year and lets hope for the best between us. Well, you've asked me whether i've ever friendzoned you when we were together as best friends. Honestly, never. I don't know Zul. You are my ex and i obviously still care for you but weird thing is, i never really did friendzoned you. Probably, a part of me hopes that we might get back together but a part of me thinks that we're better of as best friend but still can have that  act; acting as a couple when we are best friends. I seriously don't know. My feelings right now is seriously cocked up. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH! especially, ever since the hug on Sunday. Wow, that realllllllly made my feelins run wild thats why i didn't talk to you much. I was, confused. I was debating with myself. But, in the end, i told myself that it was nothing and distracted myself with the boyakkk guy hahahahahhahaha!

Oh, i'm having a headache man. 

Anyway, i treat you nicely because, you are my best friend and my ex so i guess, i should treat you well. You're one of the close people in my life so i want to take good care of you. Be concern for you. Hahahahha seeee!!!!! this is why i have such a nice heart! I put people in front of me! i put their feelings first! sigh whats wrong with meeeeeeeee! hahahaha lol ok zul ok. don't misunderstand the way i treat you cause i treat my close friends the same way. hehehhe i love you zul :*

i hope after you read this, you'll still treat me the same, once you've read this, whatsapp me and don't talk about this to me till tomorrow alright?! hahahahahhahahaha ok i guess thats all! hehehe i love you Muhammad Zulkarami, my awesome best friend :*

Love, Siti Julaiha xo 
 

OMG THE CUTE GUY WISHED ME //SCREAMS

I AM SO HAPPPPPPY RIGHT NOW THAT I JUST DIE HAHAHAHAHHAHA OMG OMG OMG YAY TO ME YAY YAY HAHAHAHHA I AM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW OMG THANK YOU HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU TOO CUTE GUY ;>

MY PHONE IS LAGGING DUE TO THE SPAM MESSAGES AND WHATSAPPS. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEKK.


Hello!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thank you for the wishes! Sorry, apparently, this year, i'm not up to sending text messages to everyone sigh sorrrry :<

happy new year to everyone. May the future be good and filled with much happiness and also obstacles. With God's guidance and your patience, you'll overcome the obstacles easily. Happy New Year and Cheers to your future!!!!! :>

Name: Siti Julaiha.
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Age: 16 years old
Birth: when the sun goes down on 24.01.96
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