»TO MY BEST GUY FRIEND, ZULKARAMI.
Tuesday, January 1, 2013
Dear Zul,
heheheheheh happy new year darling! thank you for those wonderful memories! thank you for being my ex boyfriend and now being my best guy friend. the best of the best!
There were times when we argue and got mad at each other. No one wanted to give in but you, the ever so gentleman, give in to me. always man. hahahahha! thank you! and i'm sorry if i was mean/ harsh to you. even to the extend of ignoring you and ditching you for my pathetic simple crushes. I AM SO SORRRRY. but you were always patient with me. thank you :>
this year, i hope we can get along well and be happy. happier than last year and lets hope for the best between us. Well, you've asked me whether i've ever friendzoned you when we were together as best friends. Honestly, never. I don't know Zul. You are my ex and i obviously still care for you but weird thing is, i never really did friendzoned you. Probably, a part of me hopes that we might get back together but a part of me thinks that we're better of as best friend but still can have that act; acting as a couple when we are best friends. I seriously don't know. My feelings right now is seriously cocked up. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH! especially, ever since the hug on Sunday. Wow, that realllllllly made my feelins run wild thats why i didn't talk to you much. I was, confused. I was debating with myself. But, in the end, i told myself that it was nothing and distracted myself with the boyakkk guy hahahahahhahaha!
Oh, i'm having a headache man.
Anyway, i treat you nicely because, you are my best friend and my ex so i guess, i should treat you well. You're one of the close people in my life so i want to take good care of you. Be concern for you. Hahahahha seeee!!!!! this is why i have such a nice heart! I put people in front of me! i put their feelings first! sigh whats wrong with meeeeeeeee! hahahaha lol ok zul ok. don't misunderstand the way i treat you cause i treat my close friends the same way. hehehhe i love you zul :*
i hope after you read this, you'll still treat me the same, once you've read this, whatsapp me and don't talk about this to me till tomorrow alright?! hahahahahhahahaha ok i guess thats all! hehehe i love you Muhammad Zulkarami, my awesome best friend :*
Love, Siti Julaiha xo
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