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Saturday, November 10, 2012
"my mind is blown with every simple thing you do."
so hey! i'm dead ored right now and tbh i wanted to clean up my room but i failed so miserably sigh any kind soul to help me clean my hideous, messy, unlady-like room for me? i'll love you tons x
anyway, had the longest otp session with yazid everrrr. 2 hours sia speaking nonsense! what a great friend he is! well,he did made me go to tarmidzi's f and twitter account. and i didn't feel hurt or whatever shit. i guess i've moved on. and i'm glad i did. whatsapp is seriously going crazy with the amount of spams from everyone. they're like "omg Ju! you should have a crush on firdaus or elfi!" lol wot? isn't that just plain weird? i mean, no, it idsn't weird having crushes on them but having a crush on the guy's bets friend who broke your heart? wow, thats really daring dude.
elfi is just adorable but i don't see him in that way yaknow? that type of guy who i would have a crush on. yes adorable but no, just no.
firdaus is adorable and he is funny. the guys said he has a way with girls and he is just adorable. he seems like a sweet heart and i wouldn't mind having a crush on him x maybe i would? should i? i don't know. but he is just adorable!
muhaimin is a big no for me hahahhahahaha ok the end.
yazid?! no, strictly friendzoned.
khairul? my cousin! sigh i miss him, i hope to see him soon! btw, should i text him? extremely tempted to but should i? hmm.
whatever, guys will be guys. i just have to choose the right one. pain and happiness is part and parcel of life. i just have to accept it and be happy with it. its obstacles from God and i have to patient and endure it all!
well, i need to clean up my room.
till i post again xo
words spilled @ 9:06 PM /
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