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Friday, November 9, 2012
hiiiii! kim jong kook is so sexy ergh omg can i just have him?! :o hahahhahah! so O LEVEL IS OVER BITCHES! well, for me of course. those who are having their papers, good luck to you guys! xyes, it seems like i'm happy, but i'm hurt.
so i've been busy mugging for the last lap.and i guess, majority of the paper was do-able but i shall not be confident! i'll just hope for the best in my result. a poly would be happy. i'll be extremely elated if i get into a poly.. oh wait, elated is an understatement n.n been busy with syuhaidah and haryati. through thick and thins, we made it. and i'm glad.
oh, i should type this out so i can remember. on the day when i was studying for my history paper in the library. it was also the last day i was going to see tarmidzi. coincidentally, when tarm was leaving, i was upset and also stressed about my history. and bam! mr sng suddenly texted me "u ok?" i was like, omg coincident sia. hahahahha and i told him everything how upset and stressed out i was. i wanted to give up on my history, really. i wasn't even kidding. mr sng kept encouraging and motivating me. putting his hope and his trust in me. he believed i could do it and i was extremely touched by it till i cried. i never did had such a nice teacher who cares for me other than mdm roslinah. and i didn't expect mr sng to be that teacher! so yes, i cried at one corner and syuhaidah came and sat with me, motivating me and everything followed by the library gang hahahahhaa! they're such qtpies.
well, i've been running, cyclin and rollerblading with syuhaidah and haryati. it was well spent! :D oh and i heard something that broke my heart into tiny million pieces. i felt hurt, betrayed and mad. but whatever, i forgave that person. woooop.
well, i've been feeling like crap nowadays and i think its wrong because its because of syuhaidah. i know thats totally bullshit. i mean she is like a best friend to me or somewhat there hahahhaha :')
there was this guy named asyraf and he likes syuhaidah but syuhaidah is madly in love with harith since sec 1 and tbh, its not easy to get over someone whom you've loved and cared for 4 years! i've been there, done that and it takes a really long time to get over someone. so i've been telling syuhaidah to know her limtis but she claims it to be a friendly act but she is treating or should i say, leading the poor boy on. and that shit recently happened to me and it was from tarmidzi. he lead me on, made me fell for him and bam, the whole truth came out. and damn this shit, i felt so fucking hurt and mad. i don't want other people to feel that way to but syuhaidah is so stubborn and its annoying me sigh. but whatever. i'm just gonna let her do her own shit. even yazid and haryati agrees with me. sigh whatever.
tbh, after the whole me and tarmidzi incident, i've been feeling like fuck seriously. and that day when syuhaidah texted me and asked if she could chat with tarmidzi, i felt pissed. i even told yazid about this and yazid said she did it on purpose. even haryati thinks so too but i don't wanna think badly of so i let it be. as a friend, she ought to know that would totally piss me off. i'm still having difficulty getting over tarmidzi and she is doing this to me?! fuck. so i decided to play fair by tweeting about harith. harith was texting that night so jyeah. but whatevr, i shall just ignore this growing hatred. its bad! ITS BAD AND EVIL TO FEEL HATRED FOR YOUR OWN FRIEND.
btw, i'm getting addicted to i don't need a man by miss a ergh kdjnfvoihdnfovndsolvnoldsnv i got my 3 jbp tickets yay can't wait to go there. went job hunting with haryati and weisheng it was great. and me and haryati agrees that syuhaidah is extremely innocent and oblivious to her actions thats why we can't hate her!!!!! hahahahahhaha yes, we agreed on that xD i had a small fight with zul but yeah, we're fine now n.n
apparently, some are jealous that i have a guy best friend. blehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i shall head to the track to run later on! ok bye, i wanna watch aku terima nikahnya again! watched it with syuhaidah when she came over that night and we cried badly ok! hahahahhaha :P alright, till i post again xx
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